First off, I LOVED IT!

It’s basically a tale about how Spike spends his time lost in space trying to return home to Earth. It’s perfection both in terms of Spike’s characterization and in setting up a delicious Spuffy foundation for Season 9.

Back in Season 8, we got to see inside Buffy’s head and realize she still had MASSIVE feelings for Spike, that she still fantasized about him and that she was hurt by his never contacting her. On the other hand, it wasn’t as clear if Spike had genuinely moved on when it came to Buffy, like he was resigned to the fact they’d never be together and that he was actually over her. Then comes these eight pages of Spike POV by Jane Espenson, who’s a Spike/Buffy fan…

Note the heart drawn around B+S!!!
Because Spike’s so bored by the inactivity and lack of social interaction (to the point that he’s hearing ~voices which reminds him of Dru – and how much do I love that he fondly remembers her “beautiful head”? Aw), he decides to acclimate the bugs to his lifestyle by giving them Earth names. He starts to get attached.
As always, Spike needs connection. He’s not a loner type. Spike might’ve initially reached out to his bug friends for his own benefit, as a way to make his time on the ship seem less foreign by giving the bugs Earth names to make it feel more like home, but in return he makes a real connection with the bugs and he begins to learn about Bug culture.

I laughed out loud at the reveal that he enjoyed reading bug romance novels, “Love Comes on Leathery Wings,” because of course he does after enjoying “Passions” and “Dawson’s Creek”! He also teaches the bugs “beautiful verse” according to the bugs (“my heart expands, tis grown a bulge in it”), and he even marries three bugs (d’awwwww nontraditional marriage — at least, from our perspective!), and finally he sings lullabies to the baby bugs (“and when the wind blows, the cradle will rock…”).
This Spike is romantic, poetic, accepting of other cultures, and a nurturer. Yes, I remember this Spike well. It’s not like he’s lost his violent side though — he impulsively hits a button to explode the Vagina Monster in the first few pages, so he’s still a dive-in-head-first brawler, but that’s not the sole (or soul!) definition of him.

One of my favorite panels of him is when he’s chaperoning the bugs dancing with the visiting lady bugs. He’s cast in shadow, shown smoking in the doorway. He’s lonely and to show him watching the bugs dancing signifies a yearning for connection again, but more specifically, a romantic connection. He’s watching his bug friends find romantic companionship and envying them. It reminds me of him smoking underneath Buffy’s window back in Season 5. Now, I don’t think this means that he’s desperate for her to the point of losing his self-composure and self-possession, he’s “got [his] pride, ya know,” but he does miss her, and that’s why he’s going “home” to Buffy.

I love how she asks him, “Are you home for good now?” She wants him there, what’s more, she thinks this is his home, too. And instead of going all googly-eyed at finally returning to her, he looks up into the sky, to dreams of his own adventures without Buffy. Yes, he’s journeyed “home” to her, but he’s still got his own life to live. Equality between them. She’s the one who’s gazing at him a bit wistfully, asking if he’s going to stay now. He’s the one dreaming about flying again. They’ve both got their own lives, but they’re choosing to meet in the middle as the sun sets over San Francisco. And is there a more romantic image than a sunset at the Golden Gate Bridge? *paging all romcom movies*
Also, note the contrast between Spike and Angel: when Spike starts hearing voices, he reaches out to connect with others and creates strong social ties centered around nurturing and romanticism. When Angel starts hearing voices in Season 8, he retreats from genuine connection, instead cloaking himself in shadow and deceit for the purpose of nurturing through violence (all mortals gotta die, right? He’ll kill you to save you, e.g. Connor). Note how the end result to Spike’s reaching for connection is returning home to Buffy/Earth from a trip through space, where as Angel’s retreat from connection leads to dragging Buffy from Earth, from her home, and out into space in the Season 8 “Twilight” arc. Once again, they’re contrasted; it’s another showcasing of how Angel is ill-suited because he disconnects Buffy from her home (her friends and even her planet) where as Spike brings her back to her friends (“Touched”).
But Spike isn’t just good for Buffy: in Season 8 #37, Spike brings Buffy back down to Earth, and now in this short Spike comic, Spike returns home to Earth and more specifically, to Buffy. Buffy’s the one who guides him home. Considering the engraved B+S within the heart and the panel with his silhouette watching the bugs dancing, I think it’s meant to show he wanted to return to Earth because of his yearning connection for her. He wants to return “home” because of Buffy.
D’aaaaaaaaaaaaaaw! This was perfect. So much Spike/Spuffy happiness from reading this!

Also, THIS is how you write Spike, IDW. Poet who loves pulp romance and desires affection, who’s still manly and snarky and a fighter, but not a drunken lout bruiser, who’s determined enough to journey for “one and a half thousand hours” to return home. So glad that style of writing and poor characterization is in our rear window, and we shall speak of it no more! *spits*
Viva la Spuffy! Viva la Season 9!

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August 1 2011, 15:36:18 UTC 1 year ago
I love Your thoughts about this comic (which i cannot access, since my log in data seems to be lost, and DH isn't able to produce an answer - i cannot create a new log in, since my email data is already in the system... so, my code is rotting on my hard drive).
I especially love how this mini comic seems to encompass Spike's journey since the end of S7 - which only re-enforces my long standing belief, that AtS (and of course IDW - let's speak of it no more *spits*) isn't the whole story, but more of a tell-tale, a could-have-happened-that-way story when considering Buffy's story ("things got fuzzy in LA").
So Whedon/Espenson (and btw.: is that her author's name on the back of the bug romance novel?) take their time to bring the reader up to speed, so to speak, where Spike is coming from and where he stands now. let'S hope that this high and poetic quality of writing continues (i fear meltzerization...).
August 1 2011, 15:39:32 UTC 1 year ago
I'm hopeful, too! I want to keep it up with the Whedon/Espenson style here. I feel like Spike with all those burn wounds after the severe Meltzerization. DNW a repeat of that experience.
Go read and come back to chat with me, k?
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Also, I wonder if there is any significance to the bug names? Elizabeth struck me as a name that is used all the time in fanon to refer to Buffy in historical/AU fic.
August 1 2011, 15:49:13 UTC 1 year ago
Hee! Drunk!Spike hearing voices and drawing B+S hearts into his overturned table-cum-pillow.
And yeah, Elizabeth struck me as a vague-ish shoutout to Buffy, but not really? Since that's not her name, though a lot of fandom seems to think it's her given name. But she's always been "just Buffy."
Buffy and Spike are so adorable whilst drunk, no?
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August 1 2011, 15:42:14 UTC 1 year ago
Is Jane E. writing more for DH? Because I don't see much difference between Willingham, Williams, and Whedon at this point.
August 1 2011, 15:47:27 UTC 1 year ago
But I can say I see a MASSIVE difference between Willingham/Williams and Whedon. YMMV, naturally. :D
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August 1 2011, 15:53:05 UTC 1 year ago
Excellent points about Spike's desire for connection and how wonderfully *in-character* this Spike is. I've only read bits and pieces of the IDW comics, so I can't compare, but this is a magnificent character study in ten pages. I've been discussing elsewhere how Spike is defined by his relationships with others, and apparently that goes for even the bugs he once couldn't keep track of at all.
And I gotta say, it's refreshing to read something with so many hints of Spuffy and know that it was written by someone who has them in mind as a fan. :)
August 1 2011, 16:10:58 UTC 1 year ago
YES. It's so refreshing to read this and know the Spuffy dripping off the pages is there for a reason. I don't see much room for debate on it, personally. It's alive, alive! :P
August 1 2011, 15:56:09 UTC 1 year ago
I'm so glad that this was what you were waiting for and that Jane got our boy right--but then we can always count on her, can't we? I'll want to track it down tonight when I get home so that I can read it and freak out with you. YAY!
August 1 2011, 16:04:19 UTC 1 year ago
So we'll flail about it later, y/y? ♥
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August 1 2011, 16:00:49 UTC 1 year ago
Actually, this is the closest we ever get to that with Buffy really wanting to know if Spike was home now. I love it that she thinks of it as home for both of them. "Home again, home again...."
I tried to rep you at BF but must keep spreading it around...
August 1 2011, 16:03:18 UTC 1 year ago Edited: August 1 2011, 16:05:15 UTC
I lovelovelove that she thinks of it as home for both of them, too. ♥
Thanks for the rep attempt. "It means something that you tried." /lilah
[eta] Do you have time/energy to do an in-depth review? I'd love to read it!
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Have you gotten to read it yet? :D
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August 1 2011, 18:07:03 UTC 1 year ago
I ♥ this post almost as much as you!
Also I wanna ask you something. There's a make a book cover for a fic challenge over at WL and I was wondering if you'd mind me making one for one of your fics. :)
August 1 2011, 18:16:54 UTC 1 year ago Edited: August 1 2011, 18:18:02 UTC
Are you serious? I'd be honored to have a book cover made for one of my fics! Oooh which one?
I ♥ you too!
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So CUTE! And so SPIKE, no?
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Comics aren't really my thing so I must admit I haven't followed season 8 much, but if season 9 has a lot of Spuffy then I would be seriously tempted to check them out :D
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August 2 2011, 06:02:10 UTC 1 year ago
I was thinking about his space bugs, and I think that on the one hand it's a great space (heh) for Spike to work out his issues and to forge a better identity -- but on the other hand, it's still not going to have quite the same...weight as on Earth. He loves the bugs, but I think ultimately a part of him recognizes that he belongs with other bipeds.
August 2 2011, 06:16:07 UTC 1 year ago
This was so Spike, and so lovely. The impulsiveness, the drunkenness, the singing/poetryness, and of course the bug connectionness! And the spuffyness!! <3
If season 9 will be anything like this I am already in love. And yeah, I'm thinking really bad tragedy ahead for Spuffy, but it'll be epic for sure before the end! Which is why I'm excited too...
My favorite scene though was this:
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Now my little spuffy soul is ready to find out what's next for Spike. And, you know, despite everything I still have hope that all his dreams come true! :3